Anger Issues - Malvika Madan

Category: Anger Issues

Day-13: De-tours

A day full of travel from Mumbai to back home. Life is a journey of a lot of roller-coasters.

One being reminiscing the presence of a lost loved one. You are always in the lower harmonics of thoughts, feelings and emotions when dealing with those and we as infinite beings always desire joy and happiness.

What my heart yearns for ?? I still don’t know but I keep moving on …. 5 months and continuous counting now or maybe not, just a continuous surge to benchmark for the better each day so as to release more vulnerabilities and move ahead with no judgements and a lot of Interesting POVs of self and others.

Keep putting my barriers down each day to enhance the choices of an Infinite being to expand more and more … expansion into what?? When?? Where?? no expectations only expanding into possibilities that life is showcasing now.

Highs and lows continue…… choosing continues and I expand into choosing from possibilities the Universe is sharing…..

About to land now ….. more tomorrow

Choose

Choose…

Day 4 -Why Anger is our first reaction to everything?

Last evening a neighbour ended up at my doorstep rang the bell and as soon as

I went to open the door, he started fighting, for a dog had pooped in front of

their door and as we are the only one’s on the floor with a dog as a family

member on the floor it was assumed that he had pooped when actually the puppy was downstairs, playing with my daughter for the last 2 hours.

The debates and debacles that were happening were painful and irrelevant and

I decided to pull all anger energy from the neighbours and myself (yes, I was

angry too) -Energy Pull-from them, into me, out of me into Mother Earth and

as soon as I did this for me the Energy shifted and I remembered reading in

Gary’s book somewhere that we can even pull energy from Dog Poop…and

there I was asking my daughter to clean the poop (despite our Joey not being

the initiator of the act) to end the fighting neighbours’ and I asked the Universe

to send me good clients the next morning with money in hand and prove this

dog poop is lucky for me and today morning a client from the US called after

depositing $50 in my account and referring a new client for a reading and then

another new client pinged and boy is this amazing…..I pulled money energy

from dog poop…had read it and today experienced it…..why? coz I was not

operating from anger, from lack, but the joy of giving, of happiness, of an, ask of

not wanting to fight and there we are creating more…..

Yes, the neighbours’ really thought they won by yelling at me at the top of their

voices and that we had to finally agree to clean the poop- whereas it was a

choice- a choice that I made that cleaning any dog poop will bring me

abundance energy and here we both were happy in our own rights and

wrongs.

Are there any Rights and Wrongs really??

Discovering soon.